Im sorry I don’t have a huge group of friends anymore that are super interesting to hang out with.
Im sorry I cant throw a huge fun new years party because I only have like 4 friends.
Im sorry things have changed here and I don’t care enough to change them back.
Im sorry you had such a boring trip up here because I can’t give you anything fun to do.
Im sorry you wasted your winter break just to be disappointed by how much bend has changed.
I’m sorry I acted like a whiny whore. It wasn’t fair of me to be obsessive over the past. I had fun. I really did. I realized that I need to live for the moment and not the past. You are my best friend and I love hanging out with you. I acted like a bitch a lot and that isn’t your fault. I was disappointed, but I decided it just isn’t worth it. I don’t need a party, I just need a few people to hang out with and would love for you to be here with me. You are my cousin and I’m sorry for today. It was weird. My break was not wasted. If I could do it again I would smile more. Don’t be sorry for anything. You are the greatest cousin a person could ask for. I love you. I’m sorry.