NORMAL

I had some weird dreams last night.

First, I am pretty sure I was on Glee, except it was Mr. Whitaker who was the teacher. We were going to a competition when a phone call from a girl who I apparently went to preschool with. She had a really black name. Like Laquisha or something. She kept calling me and stalking me and I just wanted to go be gleek. Then I remembered I didn’t write either essay I needed for my finals, which were in 20 minutes. I ran into the leadership room to type it, but I didn’t understand the prompt. It was really stressful. Then I found out we lost the competition to a new Glee Club that was really good and Mr. Whitaker suggested we do more dancing.

Then I woke up. Pretty sure more wierd stuff happened but I cant remember all of it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KBALES. :D Boring day. :/ Wanted to get out of the house so had sister walk to village with me. Got some yogafina. Thirsty after so I went to starbucks for water and they wouldnt give me any free water. Losers. I was thirsty. Walked home, up my giant hill. Kate and I got into our swimsuits and hosed each other off, then got a frozen capri-sun lemonade and sat in the sun. Then I got blamed for Kate getting sun burned and not wearing sun screen. -______- Are you serious? Oh well. Feeling tired, so watched “Ghosts of Girlfriends Past”. Ok, not that good. Now I am talking with Madi. Keeping up with everyone and all thier little drama. :) 10 days.

He had been looking up houses in Bend for 10 years. Its because my mom wants to move there. Only reason they were scared to move sooner was because I had a best friend.

Reasons for staying in Castro Valley keep getting less and less. And I wouldnt be all that surprised or broken-hearted if my dad told us we could move. It is mostly his job keeping us here.

We looked up housed. They are all really pretty and I could have my own bedroom. Its crazy. Like David Blaine.

I feel so restless. No job. No car (or driving knowledge). I want to get out and enjoy summer. It just hard to take the first step. Come swimming with me tonite. :)

bliu:

I’m going to shove these Ultra Balls up their a-hole. I fuckin’ Block and Yawn the shit out of you, and you wake up and fuckin’ leave the fucking scene?

 You and your pokemon. LOL. This made me laugh. Although I wouldnt want to be near you right now because you sound poke-pissed.

bliu:

thehailey:

I have been cutting sleeves off my shirts, using thier lingo, and now I am looking up fixies. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?

oh well. DGAF. This bike is pretty.

Omg, if you turn into one of those fixie kids, let me remind you:
you live in Castro Valley and up a hugeass  hill.

 Ahhh. Brenda. Your logic got to me. I realistically couldnt ride a fixie in Castro Valley, but its SHINY.

I hate myself.  -___-

I have been cutting sleeves off my shirts, using thier lingo, and now I am looking up fixies. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?

oh well. DGAF. This bike is pretty.

Went to a church picnic thing. Havnt been to church in forever, but I still consider myself a Christian. Sighh.. Walked around with Kate and took pictures. Told her all about Oregon. She is good to talk to. Doesnt bombard with questions. Was really hot. We bought overpriced ice-cream.

Came home. Cut the sleeves off the shirt and the neckline. Made it a vneck. Apparently that is a serious party foul. I promise to keep my necklines round from now on.

I feel so bored here. I know its only been a few hours, but I already miss Emily and her (my?) friends. I had a lot of fun doing nothing.

I feel a little like I’m homesick.

I dont want to stay here. I am done with Castro Valley.

Get me back to Bend.

I miss them all a lot. I really dont know what Im going to do here. :(
I had a lot of fun in Oregon and I dont want to stay in Califorina.  I have been here 16 years. GET ME OUT.

Going out to breakfast then airport then California.

Im gonna miss it here. I dont know what Im going to do with myself when I get back.