March 2012
57 posts
Outdoor school
Will always be a favorite week of mine. I love the trees and walking. I love my cabin girls. I love spending time with the counselors.
I’m sunburnt and sad. I want to go back.
OUTDOOR SCHOOOOL
IT’S RAINING. ghjrhes I always go the last week hoping it will be warmer
I hope I brought enough clothes.
I hope my cabin is willing to have fun. Or at least sleep.
I bought peanut butter to eat my feelings with.
I hope my shoes dry quickly.
I hope I have the lower camp.
I hope I don’t get sick.
I hope I make lots of friends.
I hope I get to play gaga ball.
I know I’ll...
I have no idea how I am going to pay for college. I need to get my scholarships in because I know that almost my entire education is going to come from me. So while a thousand dollars here and there are great, it still doesn’t change the fact that for me to go to a school, with no clear ambition in my mind, I’m still going to wind up with thousands of dollars in loans and that I will...
Day Blogging
Days of Diversity went well. It is always an incredibly stressful week for some and I’m thankful for those who put their time and effort into the kids who usually couldn’t care less and are really just rude human beings.
THE FOOOD. I live for DOD fooood. Fried rice is my weakness.
Went home and slept for an hour.
Mr. CV was cute. Congrats to all the seniors. I was definitely...
How long can I procrastinate on my LAP?
Ready… GO!
While waiting for the cupcakes blogging
I had swim lessons after school. I had to take over a difficult class because a guy was being a wimp about teaching a thirteen year old girl. You are teaching her how to kick, not groping her. Calm down. My one person class is now a 4 person class. Stayed late to finish lesson plans and people talked to me. I didn’t know what to do.
My hair dried weird.
I forgot I had to make cupcakes so...
I can't wait to watch the shit race elections is...
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If you want to keep something a secret, don't tell...
Every time I see an “artsy” teenage photo I just think about how everyone in the picture was probably like “take a picture of me looking up” “take a picture of me hugging this tree” “take a picture of me in the rain” “take a picture of my shoes” “take a picture of me and this person” “take a picture of me...
Thought Blogging
Days of Diversity assembly. It was pretty good. The same club performs every year and every year they don’t look happy to be up there.
Inked out stuff on a bathroom stall. If people are writing mean things about other people in bathrooms they need to stop and reevaluate their life. I mean really. Its time to grow up.
I haven’t done any campaign posters.
Work.
It’s funny...
After School Blogging
Checked UCSB. ~waitlisted~. I’ll take it. It was one of my favorite schools.
Went on an REI adventure. Bought glove shoes and a northface. I spent a lot of money. I even got suckered into a membership. What am I going to do with a membership? I don’t know. More toe shoes.
I hung around all evening. I didn’t really do anything.
GOT BOTH SUBS FOR WORK. HOLLA.
I forgot to...
I don’t understand colleges. The system is strange and with over 30,000 applying to most UCs I know its impossible to always make the right choice. Maybe its because they are my friends, but I think they all deserved to go to their dream schools. Not for the status or entitlement, but because they should go where they think they need to be.
But then again, maybe what you get, is better than...
Today I went through 2 days worth of garbage at...
And then I sorted it into recyclable categories. It was pretty gross. But it was still a good experience. Earth is a valuable place that shouldn’t be filled with chip bags and coffee lids.
Then I did nothing all day. Not even my LAP. Which I should have because I have a huge and horrible day tomorrow filled with children and water.
I want to go to outdoor school. :(
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I have nothing together right now.
Patti offered my the job but I honestly don’t know when I’m going to go in to train. I have about 12 hours committed to the job I already have and I still haven’t done progress reports. I went babysitting tonight but that means there was minimal studying for tests and a lot of playing with their cat. And I still have a trophy for one of my...
My ears are plugged and I graduate in 3 months.
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My ear really hurts but I got the job at Patti's.
I’ll take it.
I have lost all sense of a work ethic.
art life what have you done? I have a rough draft to write and I don’t careee.
Job Blogging
Patti’s trial session went well. I studied the entire lesson plan because I had no idea what skill level they would be. As it turns out, they give you difficult kids on purpose to test your strength. The kid didn’t want to put his face in and they were like “give him a break” and I was like “he’s been swimming for 10 minutes he can put his eyes in”. But I...
Is grey an appropriate dress color?
Or will I look all bleh. Because ebay has dresses $100 less than retail and they are only navy or grey. Or shale. But its weird. It has a bow.
Job interview went well
I feel really sick. Run down and gross.
I watched Tangled to feel better
Surprised Kelsey! Happy Birthday! Weeeeeeee
Daylight savings. :’(
Got an interview for Patti’s
Accepted to San Francisco University
I might be sick.
So many people have heard back from Irvine and I haven’t so I think that means its a no.
I had a dream that the Senior Ball venue was too small so I had to put the entire prom on in the cafeteria and people weren’t wearing their dresses and I had my green dress on but I had no group or date and nobody appreciated all the hard work I put into the tables.
Camera Blogging
My flash won’t pop up. I don’t know what to do. jdsglkjgkjfkswaj
I know I don’t treat you as nicely as I should but I was never too mean. Don’t do this to me baby. Please. I will clean you and dust you and I’ll even get you a case. You want a pretty new camera strap? Anything. Please babe. Don’t give me Error 5.
jfkdsjakfak blogging
Downloaded the drawing game. I’M SO WEAK.
Need my LAP paragraphs
AND FOR THE LOVE OF SWEET JESUS AND EVERYTHING CHOCOLATE STOP POSTING STATUSES YOUR COLLEGE ACCEPTANCE LETTERS. Unless you achieved something like Stanford, I don’t care. I don’t care what CSUs and UCs and whatever you got admitted to because I realize now I have likely been rejected from most colleges I applied...
Home isn't a place
I hope my home will be a person. Someone I can share my life with and have them as my constant. I don’t need a house with cable or fancy clothes. I already have too much. I am more than blessed and I think there is more to life than the suburbs. I have experienced it and I enjoy my life and my family, but I honestly don’t want to be a housewife. I think I really could go anywhere in...
Well kids, the moral of the story is don't enjoy...
Live your life by others acceptable standards and remember that happiness comes after you’ve paid off your college dept.
And be sure to remember that the arts are meaningless!
After School Blogging
“Hey can I put you on call incase I don’t feel better this afternoon?” “Sure. But I can’t get there till 4:30” “Great I’ll let the office know you are coming.” Suckered into working.
Got my second college letter. Wait Listed. My self confidence when it comes to admissions has plummeted.
Went to work. All new children. They swam fine. I...
I get a cat if I go to community college.
The great choices of life.
Day Blogging
Woke up and went to swim lessons. There was some improvement. I think I’d like my job better if the people I worked with were good human beings.
Sat in the sun. It was a beautiful day. I’m looking forward to warmer days.
Watched a show called “too cute”. It was about puppies. It hurt it was so cute.
Let some hate out.The completely selfishness of some people. I...
